Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Lonely, all i feel anymore is lonely. i spend my days with friends and people and still feel lonely. i hate the way i feel cause all i do is cry myself to sleep. and i hate crying. but i think i might hate feeling lonely even more. i know that you're not supposed to eat when you are sad or depressed but i don't feel so empty inside when i do. even when I'm with other people i feel lonely. i hate being sappy. i hate being sad. and i don't know how to change anything. i don't know how to fix me and it hurts so much i can't breathe sometimes.