All I want to do is cry. All the time. Every minute of every day I am so angry and hateful towards everyone. All I want to do is yell and scream. It has been many years since I have been this angry. I don't know why or what I need to do to stop being so angry. 

So much has changed in the last year.. I don't think I'm handling it well. 

I don't know if I can change...