How do you know if it's real. I've only known him weeks. And he's perfect for me. Everything I could ask for. But I'm not sure if I can feel anymore. He makes me feel safe but it's like something is missing. Like I'm missing a piece of the puzzle. I don't trust myself anymore. I don't trust most people anymore. I want to back up and slow down but he keeps moving not just forward but in all of these different directions. I keep fighting and struggling but he doesn't let me. He forces me to focus on him, on this, whatever this is. Again, how do you know if it's real..