Never really thought of myself as a dreamer. I always thought I was someone who got things done. Lately I have been feeling very useless, Like I can't finish anything and I don't know how to change it. I want to move forward with my life but I don't know how or where I'm going.I don't know what I want and that makes it very hard to push forward. There was a time many years ago when I at least thought I knew what I wanted. Now I can't even remember what it was. I hate that none of my thoughts go anywhere. I can't seem to get a handle on everything. It's like life is moving in fast forward and I'm screaming stop.